ok, well... here i am again, 7 days clean! : ) i almost made it 30 days last time (in Jan)... but unfortunately reverted back to old habits since Feb... But, i have set my mind that i will have 30 days by my birthday next month, i am not going to start off my 32nd year as an addict; a recovering addict, ok; but not a using addict. So far this past week has been good, not nearly as difficult as past come downs... i am very impressed that i actually am able to function (tho not as energetic as when on one... but that is a given) instead of the usual barely being able to open an eye for more than 2 seconds. So much luv to all those struggling too... just set your mind, one day at a time to stay clean! Think i may try to make a meeting tonight, or go fire dance; definitely something that gets me out of the house and my mind off using.



