here we go

well i have made a decision.........
we are going to try conservative surgery and try to save the left ovary. so that some day we may have a baby or two of our own. sooner then later hopefully! but we made the decsion to try after reading a pathology report from the specialist and he seems to be optomistic and because we don't know how involved the cancer is or if its spread (my ct came back clear other then another "complex cyst" on my right ovary. worst case senario i have to go back into surgery when the results come back and find out its spread . i am willing to take that chance at this point if it means we have a chance to make our lives more complete. adoption and invitro are just not financially an option for us. and i don't feel like i'm giving up to the cancer i feel as if i'm fighting! give this nightmare a run for its money!! i just couldn't go throgh with the complete staging based off of so many "if's" we just don't know enough and i'm not ready to "give up the goods" so to speak. i really hope we made the right choice.