In 2 days I go for surgery. reconstruction of part of my pelvis and a new hip. I wish there was an easier way.
I told my husband that the next person that told me it was going to be great after it is done, I was going to punch in the mouth. This last 15 months has been so hard and with so much pain and depression that I really don't want to think about it. It may be good in a few months but right now the idea of what it takes to recover is almost overwhelming. So don't tell me it will be good.
I'm glad I've got a good support system. Family, church family, on line friends and 12-step program friends. And of course my best support is God. I keep telling myself that He wouldn't put me through it if it wasn't in my best interest.
Oh well, enough complaining. Those of you that believe in the power of prayer please pray for me.
Prayer has gotten me this far.



