im back from my cardiologic, im really angryyyyyyyyyy.
he tell me that my problem (low heart pulses) is not with my heart, then my mother says "the vagus nerve can affect the digestion? cause i have read and the specialist says that the vagus nerve is connected to the stomach too..." he says "well maybe, maybe..." he doesnt know anythiiiiing about gastroparesiss and he tell us that i have anorexia, not anorexia nervosa, but anorexia, and that i need to be treat like an anorexic person...i try to explain that i dont want to eat because i have nauseas and the solid food make me feel pain, cramps, left upper abdominal pain, indigestion, bloating, constipation........ but he says "did you want to eat a bistek?" suggesting that i dont want to eat cause i have lost my appettite, like the problem is that i have fear of eat independently of what symptoms food cause to me... ufff, i am angry angry. They tell that what i need to eat is bistek with onions and thinks like that, man i hate this kind of conversationssssss! he say that i need to get nutrients from somewhere, i know that, but i cant drink vitamins cause it make feel more heavy and the stomach feels more slow and give me acid reflux too, maybe someone knows another way to take vitamins. i will take vitamin B 12 injections while i found someone that can help me, or while i go to Mayo Clinic. Im exhausted, my mother dont know what to do, i feel alone and confused because i dont understand how the doctors could talk about gastroparesis like if doesnt exist!!!! i need to go to Mayo Clinic and honestly im scared, im afraid that going to mayo clinic doesnt make thinks better after all that im doing to go there, is my only hope right now. Everytime i visit more doctors i feel like i have to prove they that what i feel is real and i try to investigate with them what is wrong with me without superstitions and its impossible. Maybe i need to be evaluate by a neurologic but i dont know if i would wait for Mayo Clinic, ok, maybe i havent faith in doctors from Puerto Rico anymore, so i need to go outsideee the soon as possible...........
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i dont know what to think ........