Recently joined this group in the hope of finding some support and maybe practical advice. My rare neurologic disorder has caused motility problems for about a decade and the difficulty has gradually moved upward in my esophagus and throat. After battling swallowing problems (predominantly saliva and congestion) most of 2008 and gradually losing 30 pounds, I am scheduled to have a GI tube put in on Tuesday 6/24. I am trying to shift from struggling with the malnutrition and discomfort of the last 6 months to accepting and adapting to the new reality. I have no other options, but am so tired of making concessions to my disability (which includes a dozen other chronic symptoms) that I feel quite a bit of anger and loss. I have dealt with this neurologic disorder for 24 years with determination and acceptance; but this seems to push things to a new level.
My decision to go this route comes after numerous disappointments in terms of possible treatments and lack of concern/energy from the medical system. So I am not at my best as I approach this.
I am hoping that others in this group may have been at this crossroad and can relate their experience in terms of adjusting to not eating normally, both from a physical and emotional perspective. I am also wondering what to expect in terms of recovery and return to a normal energy level. Any feedback will be appreciated.



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