As some of you know, I lost my health insurance (via Cobra, nearly $500/mo) at the end of February. Because of my health history, I'm not insurable on the commercial market. I can't afford the state of NC's high risk pool. The premiums, co-pays and deductibles are just WAY too high.
I'm on Social Security Disability, but will have to wait until April, 2010 to be eligible for Medicare. I had to apply for Medicaid in order to continue to get my Arimidex provided by the mfg. I was stunned to learn that, should I "spend down" what's left of my battered 401k and then was able to get Medicaid, I'd be responsible to pay $20,000.00 yearly in deductibles before 'caid would pay a cent! That would only leave me $3,000./yr to live on. Why so high? Because my SSD benefit is more than $982/mo which is considered the cut-off to get Medicaid. Who can live on less than $1000/mo in this country?
I worked as a nurse for 30 yrs, and so get what's considered a decent SSD payment, but that precludes my getting health insurance until after a 29 mo wait past my "date of disability".
The Social Security case worker referred me to the towns' free clinic for help. I was there on Monday, and sat with an intake person who dithered around a bit taking my information. She introduced me to a case manager, who I asked to speak with. I told her about my needs, especially since loosing my health insurance. She told me that I'd be given a card, and could get the drugs that I wasn't getting from the manufactures for $3. I could also have my blood work, x-rays and PT there. I was in heaven! She also said that she'd help me to negotiate a rate with the hospital for the CT scan with contrast that I need. She was reviewing the form that had been filled out when I got there, and left me with another case manager for a few minutes. When she came back to the room, she told me that the intake person had failed to add my mothers' Soc Security income to the application, and therefore, I was $200. over the income allowance, and qualified for NO help. They gave me my prescriptions back, and said goodbye. To say that I was crushed is an understatement. I was so overwhelmed and depressed that I went home and slept for 4 hours straight. I couldn't eat yesterday.
It was suggested by the clinic case manager that I go to the local Interfaith help organization, which I did yesterday. I spent an hour waiting in an empty waiting room, and was given a very disorganized interview by an 86 yr old volunteer, who told me that I didn't qualify for help other than a $20. voucher for one prescription. Period.
I feel cheated and betrayed. I've worked as a nurse for 30 yrs. I'm now being punished for having been "middle class", because I'm eligible for NOTHING, even though I have 2 stage 4 cancers, and no health insurance. This is wrong and scandalous, to my way of thinking.
If you have health insurance, count your blessings. If your health insurance is through an employer, you're a layoff away from loosing it. PLEASE call and/or write to your senators and congress people and let them know in no uncertain terms that America needs and deserves Health Reform, and Universal Health Care for ALL Americans.
Health care is a basic human right! America is the ONLY industrialized country without it's citizens being guaranteed health care. We spend TWICE what any other country spends on health care, and have much worse outcomes, in terms of death rates, child morbidity and mortality, etc. In fact, if you guessed that America has the worlds' best health care system, you're wrong. We rank #37 in the world. It's WRONG....we need to demand better. NONE of us is all right until all of us are.




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