The day is not over and I am happy to see responses to my journal, hoping for some real insight. Today I have accomplished a lot physically, knowing I will suffer more later. I took my daughter to school, and left her in tears as she was upset that our dog was getting "fixed". Then I had to take the dog to the vet, then go to my mothers to bathe her. My mom just got out of rehabilitation. AFTER she came home with a diagnoses of cdiff she started to stand, then walk,and has learned to feed herself.( that is what rehab is suppose to be for) She stays very confused. I worry about myself and being on prednisone. How susceptible am I??? I take all the precautions gloves and gown. I still worry until the aide starts home care,which was to begin day after her release. I am so tired, yet I feel now that I can tell people whom truly understand. My pain level is 7. Life continues, and I must do all that needs to be done, pick up daughter, pick up dog, make sure homework gets done, papers signed, dinner cooked, daughter bathed and read to, before bed. All the simple things in life, I use to do without thinking or having to go through a pay back session with my legs and the fatigue. At least now I know tomorrow the dog will keep me company as she recovers!



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