penned Oct, 2nd, Thurs 2008
After having lost the c-drive and its contents of several dozen short stories, roughly 70 poems, 2 plays and a number of prose pieces--I have a new clean slate to work from, only this time I will back up stuff as I go along.
The meditations I use to help keep things in perspective are quite useful these days for it focuses on what I have rather than what I lost. What happened to my c-drive, is 'not the end of the world', and also gives me the uuumphh I needed to get my brain re-kindling old stuff !
In a struggle against the way technology and self-made existence plans going awry, I will STILL dance to the beat of my own drum and be the better for it. When I sense, and be my ALL as often as my ego allows me during complete disengagement of the restraining order living inside the box, I am not lost, fuzzy-brained, or scared--but reborn !
The funny part of the re-birth is that it involves no priest, no bishop, no holy order no organization with a mass of people approving my entry into higher awareness, there is only me and my shadow the lovely semblance of balance within chaos and I am the better for it . . .



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