I am alone very alone. My mom doesn't want to help me, I give her the suggestions everyone has given to me and she doesn't want to do anything. Do I have an infectious disease? I don't know she won't find out I think she is mentally not there then because it would be a sad thing that down the road I die or have horrid complications just because of this. At this point I want something to happen so that she can understand that I am really screwed up inside. Something is medically wrong with me and she doesn't care. Oh well I think I'm going to stop caring now and just let myself deteriorate like I planed it. If I die let it be and if I get screwed up for life let it be. I'm done thanks for everyones help I am going to go lay down and get over the pain.



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